My Drama Stage

until we meet again?

Te. — Sun, 20 Feb 2011 17:05:19 +0000

one thing that i love from tonight: memories.

looking back to the old pictures from facebook and reminiscing all those memories could evoke the feeling that we had back to that time.. like my friend and her boyfriend, looking back to their old pictures is like playing a puzzle of their love, time to time, tears to tears, laugh to laugh and taa-daa here come the nicely done puzzle ended with a lovely happy ending. seeing those pictures and put it back together as one whole story is so much lovely, romantic, fun, and laughful IF you are in your happy ending part right now. but life wont be always that sweet in this crazy little world called reality. looking back to those oldies pictures and knowing that your happy ending has passed you, err.. kinda make you sad, doesn’t it?

when i’m looking at my 2,997 pictures on my facebook from the very first, there’s a quite time when i’m like “i want that smile on me now.. i want that laugh, i want that charming gaze that i wore that time” am i just being less grateful or it does okay to feel that way? well then, until we meet again, happy-ending..

“how i met your father”

Te. — Thu, 17 Feb 2011 11:03:47 +0000

have been thinking lately about this sitcom series How I Met Your Mother and its connection to my life. i was just finished the first season, which means i still have 5 seasons on the go, but then the thing that grab my attention is the fact that i have so many in commons with Ted, the main character on that sitcom. a single who keep on looking and searching for his soulmate, patiently, pathetically. stupidity and logic are just twisted.waiting wishfully or foolishly are just the same.. but i also learn a lot from him, about how we must do some mistakes along the way, how we have to put aside almost every logic and just do it!,and how we have to stop daydreaming and wake up!

fact:

Te. — Thu, 17 Feb 2011 10:41:54 +0000

nobody’s perfect. and that smell is awful!

ms. antagonist

Te. — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 20:00:58 +0000

playing a role as the antagonist one has never ever crossed on my mind before. as i am a type of person who love peace, avoid confrontation, and yeah fake, sometimes -but don’t get me wrong, fake is necessary in particular “situation” but still, yeah, i hate it to be the one who brings the bad news. we will be look so awful, bad, sarcastic and mean. while sometimes, me, should be the one who do the antagonists -and that most probably me. because of one and another, yeah i don’t know why but seems like the world conspires to get me be the antagonist one. yeah a little exaggerate here, but yeah, i am. the antagonist -covered with this whole smile and laughs, me mostly the one who do the antagonist. is it my fault of having high level of caring? and so my high level of caring makes me prone to be the antagonist, oh crap whatever.. it’s just a nonsense talk and yeah, whatever.. im the bad news delivery person, so what?

please do remind me…

Te. — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 10:53:20 +0000

… that there is no such thing as always.

expectation kicks down

Te. — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 09:22:28 +0000

things are just not always happen like we plan it, yeah i got it. but unfortunately, things that we want the most are sometimes things that’re just not happen the way we expect it.. is it because we have too much expectation upon them? or it is just so because we can have a different point of view? whatever.. as long as i know, i hated it when it comes to the things that ruins my expectation, and my plan. i should admit it that things sometimes turn to be different in a good way, in a pleasurable way, in a cute coincidence way, but yeah.. the moment when you’re down because of your expectation is suck.

it’s ♥alentine, baby!

Te. — Mon, 14 Feb 2011 07:35:52 +0000

okey, speaking about valentine, well for me valentine day is more like a symbol, a moment, a medium, a tool, for people to make them easier to show their love and affection towards other. let’s think about a poet, he or she will be easier to show their love because they have some kind of a handheld-media called a poem. whereas a band personnel will have his whole band to help them sing the love for their beloved one on the stage while they’re performing, again -he has the tools, the medium, and the moment. but hey, how about a the scientists? should they made a new science law as the medium to indicate their love? how about a banker? should they rob the bank and pouring his or her beloved with their robbed money in order to make the moment? and how about a stiff, cold, man who have no idea how to show their love.. that is what valentines for! to give a moment as a whole day of 14th of February you could do things as stupid as you could ever imagine. you could also use the tools since the sweetest chocolates and the bloomies red and white roses would probably only available during Valentines Day. that what Valentines are for.

and for me, since im single -and there’s no reason to feel uncherish about that, i will celebrate this day of love moment with two of my best buds, having home-made sexy food, watch romantic movie and yep sleep late together. three of us!

happy valentines day ♥

hey boys

Te. — Fri, 11 Feb 2011 09:17:45 +0000

they are keep coming and leaving.. they like me, they feel comfort with me, but they just don’t want me. or yet.

well boys, no matter how good i am for you, seems like there will always something that makes me just unsuitable for you, or your expectations, or your dream, or imagination, or lullabies. yes, i am offering a full package of reality. but this reality i offered will be unbitterly feels so real on the earth, baby.

hahahaha i feel silly to write this, but yes, i am. :3

Friday afternoon at Medang Serai

Te. — Fri, 11 Feb 2011 08:58:28 +0000

as i told before that my life have been changing quite drastic, new place of living, new best-mates ever, new routine, and brand new spirit of living! yeahhh hail for that! well here i am, living on Jalan Medang Serai in Bangsar, KL. a very nice yet simple and homie house filled with four people, me and three of my bestiest.. now, THIS is what i called the greatness of collage life! im having one extra sister as my roomie and two extra brothers, and they’re like a real family. since we are all a psychology students, it kinda hard for me to hide something from them and vise versa, and the most incredible thing is the fact that sometimes they understand my thoughts without having me have directly show it to ‘em, well yeah it’s an good-bad-thing actually xp

mates :*

in this another Friday afternoon, here i am sitting on the living room, do online, listening to the itunes, reading some notes, with full tummy, happy, and fatty. hahahha.

my long-lost blog

Te. — Tue, 08 Feb 2011 18:58:51 +0000

october 5th, 2009?

gee, that is a quite number since last time i wrote here.. things have been wows and yucks, but here i am! standing still, better, even. and yeah talking about my dreams.. they’re mostly come true by now. i have to make so much works onto this blog, because i plan to re-life this part of my life; writing.